Oh hell am I glad this week is almost over... Work´s been hard, even "fun" at times. I´m glad I still as a student can decide what shifts I want to work. (so I don´t have to work with that witch with a giant B.)

My parents being away RM is being a real pain in the ass. She´s been taking care of our youngest sister,Stinky. They´ve done ok... I´ve called Stinky everyday twice. The thing is, RM didn´t want me to come over at all because she wants to be the boss. I can´t believe someone her age still acts like that. We stopped by on Wednesday when Stinky asked us to. We had a huge fight that led into H interfere which he´s never done before. I´ve mentioned that to him many times... She can call me names etc. and he does nothing. Obviously he had had enough of her shit but RM`s reaction made me only realize how much she actually dislikes him. :( She´s never showed it the way she did then. I don´t know if it was just the situation at the time but it made me feel very sad. I know she´s got some personal issues with her boyfriend/ex but still it didn´t feel very good to hear her say those things. H doesn´t get offended very easily but when he does, he won´t forget it. This is one of those times, I can tell. This whole episode made feel like shit, for letting her get to me... I´m tired of being afraid of when she´s gonna freak out again. I feel like I always have to be careful what I say to her. Sometimes when I don´t go along with her bitching and yelling, try to be as quiet as possible, she gets annoyed by me not saying anything and starts telling me she thinks I`m childish and to act my own age. It´s not what she says, it´s the way she says it. It is so mean and scary. Whenever we have a fight I always get the blame because I`m the adult one. For god sakes she´s almost 19. So that gives her the excuse to say or do whatever she wants. I´m done with this. What hurts me the most is the way she was with H. I thought they got along pretty well. By the talks they have had... Obviously I was wrong. I guess she´s annoyed by his girly attitude at times *heh* I mean, RM is a person who doesn´t want any advice from anyone. She wants to do everything by herself. She´d probably even get married by herself if she could. Well anyway, my parents are home now.

I had a night shift last Thursday, 9pm-7.15am. I took Stinky to slide down a hill close to them before work, around 7pm. I haven´t done that in years, it was so much fun! All the laughing and fresh air just made me tired. The night went well tho, very fast and wasn´t too hard. The only problem is that I haven´t been able to sleep very well after that.

I´m now more convinced than ever that family is the worst. My sc. cousins have hired a new lawyer because their former lawyer had said they will get nothing but the part that is accorded by the law. WHAT MORE DO YOU WANT?! Grandma´s will was very much legal and it said she didn´t want them have anything else. Plain and simple. This is getting ridiculous. They are doing this just to annoy us. Well, how ever one has their kicks. I feel so angry for grandpa. He shouldn´t be dealing with this kind of shit. I tell you, if they EVER come in my way I am going to speak my mouth clear and it ain´t gonna to be pretty.