My cousin who lives in England at the moment knows about my blog but I haven´t given her the address. No one I know r/t reads this, as far as I know anyway... I don´t want her to read this. These things that I write about in here, they are private. Well, most of them aren´t that private but still. We have never been that close, she´s only 6 months older than me. Why would I give her an access to my heart, my private thoughts, when I haven´t even told them to my boyfriend? Or when I´m not even sure what they are. I went to work this morning. I SO wanted to be with the babies but they told I should ask if I could be at the ward for the rest of the day because of my flu. I asked, and they said I could work at the gynaecological ward. I have already worked there. We have visit different wards during the work practise. If I had gone there, I wouldn´t have been able to work with the babies because then I would´ve had all the hours done. Plus, they told me to go home!! "You are SOOOO snotty, you should just go home and get some rest." Gee, I did not know that! That´s exactly what I have been trying to tell them and all they kept saying was come here, we´ll check your hours then. Actually, I´m not feeling that bad. My nose is just running...