Wednesday, February 09, 2005

Someone asked me if I was creative. Hmm. I used to be. But I don´t know where it all has gone. Sometimes I think I´ve changed so much in the past few years that I can´t even recognize myself. It is sad, really. I have always been good with my hands. I like to learn new things by doing. So, I´m not very theoretical. Life just goes on and I go with the flow. I have to stop believing someone else but myself will change my life the way I want it to be. If I only knew what I want it to be. I guess it´s normal for someone especially in my age. Or what if it´s not the age? What if it´s only an excuse for ¨behaving¨ like this. Who knows. Can I ask? I feel much better now, I went to the pharmacy and got the spray. Ahhh... I can breath! It´s almost 1am and I have to be up in less than 6 hours. What the hell am I still doing here??

2 Comments:

At 09 February, 2005 03:43, Blogger Grow up please said...

How is she? Margie, I mean.


For the most part, well. The other day we were talking and she started crying because she knew that for the rest of her life someone would have to change her whenever she soiled herself. What a reality to have to deal with! Thanks for asking about her.

 
At 09 February, 2005 03:49, Blogger Grow up please said...

By the way, I know what you mean about not knowing who you are. One day you look in the mirror and you don't know who is looking back at you. Scary sometimes.

 

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