Why the hell am I so grumpy today?? I haven´t been like this for ages. Not after getting rid of the pills. Ugh! Lack of sleep, maybe. And the flu. I called in sick. I will be working with babies for the next four days so I can´t go there right now... I wouldn´t want the babies get sick because of me. Today we had dinner at my parents´. My dad is teaching my little sister *18 soon* to drive, he taught me too. When it was about time we went home, and dad was supposed to take us... I said I had to do some grocery shopping. Sara started nagging about how she doesn´t want to drive THERE. She said she could go to another store but not where I wanted to go. But I couldn´t get what I wanted there. Sooo... me being as grumpy as I´ve been today, I just walked out the house crying. I said I was going to walk home. I didn´t have any warm clothes on and it was -10... grrr... It would have taken me an hour to walk home. Okay, knowing me, dad, Sara and H took the car and came after me. Not because of me, they were going to leave anyway... Hehehe. So that you don´t think I´m some kind of a spoiled brat. ;-) Anyway, I´m rambling. Okay, the point is I didn´t even know why I was crying so bad. I guess because I haven´t done that for ages... Or then it´s just my hormones. Hmm. This is just what I love about family (and hate). We have always been so open. And even I´m a grown up now, not living there anymore, I can still be ME. Why should it change anyway? Who can I show my feelings if not them? I just swallowed and my ears opened. :-) yay! We went to my friend´s bday-party last night. It was fun... But the present. Hmm. It wasn´t really my idea. Those geisha balls. Hahaha... First I thought they might just be a little too personal for her. I know they wouldn´t hesitate buying them for me but A has always been a little...hmm...how should I put it. A little uptight when it comes to those kind of things. Well, it all turned out good. Hehe... her ex was there too, they broke up two months ago. At first she didn´t want him to know what she got from us... I mean, you should´ve seen his face when he saw it. Hahaha. Which brings us to how extremely stupid man can be... I mean, REALLY stupid. Thinking he knows it ALL. It was fun. He said he´s got these friends, two men. Who are very athletic, in a good physical shape etc. But everytime they go out to party and have to wait outside before getting in to the bar, the guys get flus a few days after. And they also *in his opinion* have sex with a lot of women. This is when I thought this is going to be VERY interesting. He said he thinks the guys have a very low immune system. And that´s why they are in higher risk of getting HIV. *WTF??* Yeah, because NOW they must have HI that comes before HIV. "I´m not saying they have the virus, but they must have some kind of "first state" of HIV. HI, I mean..." he said. Then after thinking for a while he continued "They must have "the first state" because they have such low immune system..." He made NO sense at all. I usually don´t "argue" about things. But this time, I had to say something. I wanted to tell him to stop talking about something he obviously knew nothing about. I mean, HELLO?!?! It did make me laugh, and he got a little upset about it... But, c´moon. So basically what he meant was that the guys have HI now, and will get HIV soon... I guess in his point of view the whole conversation was about moral beliefs. Plus, he obviously knew nothing about HIV and AIDS. I didn´t correct him, no, I let him be stupid. God, I can´t stop laughing.. I think it´s needless to say more.