It breaks my heart everytime I realise this will never work. I´ve been reading this blog... the woman is in a very similar situation with me right now. And she is about to leave her boyfriend. No matter how many hints or good reasons I see, I still want to believe someday this will work. But I´m not going to wait for it to happen because it won´t. Some people just love themselves so much that they don´t want to change anything about themselves.. for anyone. And it´s really not even changing yourself, it´s learning how to live with someone, be in serious relationship. It´s hard work, nothing comes easy...like he thinks. This morning he asked me why it has to be so complicated. I´m not saying it is or it has to be. He´s just not used to fight for anything he loves, compromise. He thinks that if he goes along with my "demands"!!!, there will be one after another and those demands never end. Ok. That says it all. I´m so done. I deserve better. I just wonder when I´m going to understand it.