Happy March!

Did you know the hair grows after a person is buried? Nails too. Thinking about how long grandma´s hair might be now goes on and on in my head, been like that for days now. Grandma always took care of her hair and nails but wasn´t worried about getting them dirty either. I get stuck to a thought like that when I´m stressed and tired. Tomorrow is my last day at work. Had my assessment with the head nurse and my teacher. It went very well, better than I expected. I´m actually proud of myself. ;) I feel like I´ve finally found my place.

I´m having a hard time to decide. I´m 85% sure I want to do it but... So, I´ve decided that I want to become a midwife also. Since I´d already be a nurse, specialized in surgery and internal diseases, I´d have atleast 2 years to study. I would also have to do another diploma work. I´m not sure I have enough motivation to go to another school right after graduating from another. Maybe I´ll feel differently about this after graduation. After the stress is gone...and time goldens the memories of how stressing this has been lately. :) Who knows, I might even surprise myself. ;) All I know is that I´ve now found something that I´m good at.

I have a springbreak next week. Although it won´t much of a holiday because we´re gonna have work on the diploma work every day. We´ve been working on it a lot this week too. I´ve worked from 7am till 3pm and Annie´s come here around 5pm and stayed till 8-9pm. I really don´t have time nor the interest to use the computer after Annie leaves. The muscles in my neck and shoulders are so stiff. Agh. I don´t even seem to have time to go out to exercise and get some fresh air. I´ll have time to write my own papers for school this weekend, Annie´s at her boyfriend´s and is coming home on Sunday.

See the date on the right, it will come. :)