Work practise started on Monday, the time just flies there... I love it there. I have to work 32 hours a week, it´s really not that much but I´ve got lots of papers to write and my diploma work with Annie is really..umm..not going too well. We´ve made some progress but it´s annoying that so far everything´s gone on her terms. She´s six months behind me, so we won´t graduate the same time. If the diploma work is not done on time, mid April (and we still have LOTS AND LOTS of work to do), it´s my graduation that is going to be late, not hers. So she obviously doesn´t understand the pressure I´ve got about it... I think it´s wrong that she keeps saying "I can´t do it on that day..and that day..and so on.." It´s everything about her. For god´s sake, she has to forget the friggin baking for her birthday (buy it from the market!) or any other thing that could be done later or not do at all. Earlier this week I told her it´s starting to be that we have to put the diploma work first and then start making other plans. Because to me it seems that everything else is more important than this. And I´m always the one compromising. Don´t you think it´s time I stand up for myself and get it done on time? Like I said, it´s not her graduation "at risk" here.

There´s a new bar/restaurant here that we went to last weekend with my friend, R. Our old english teacher used to call her Rachel when we were in elementary school... So I guess I´m gonna call her that here too. The bar opened last year but I haven´t been there before. We went there early, a little after 9pm, it was pretty quiet and we could talk and even heard what we said but it got really loud and the place was full of smoke. I hate it, I get a real bad headache and my eyes start to wet, that´s why I don´t go to clubs or bars much.. But I did have a real nice cup of hot chocolate with whipped cream. ;) It was nice seeing Rachel. I´ve known her since I was 5, and I used to think of her as my best friend but things change, people change. I hadn´t seen her like for over 8 months. It was nice seeing her but I couldn´t help noticing how shallow our conversations were. This is where we´ve come. Sad, but so true. I used to worry about it, thinking it´s my fault. I don´t anymore. I´m done blaming myself for everything, it takes 2 to tango. A lot more in this case...