I can´t believe this is happening. It´s been less than six months since grandma died... What´s next? We just came home from my parents. I´m tired and can hardly keep my eyes open but I can´t sleep. I can´t believe this. My grandfather passed away, from my dad´s side. Not "grandpa". We were never that close but still, he was my granddad. I don´t know what I´m feeling...I don´t know what I´m supposed to feel. This is tough for dad. It just broke my heart to see my grandmother lying on the floor next to granddad, trying to wake him...

I´ll write more later...taking my time...