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I really don´t know where I or we´ll go from here. For the past few weeks I have tried learning to put myself first. For so long I have always thought of everyone else first and then myself. Right now what I have to do is to finish school. Problems with H will have to wait. He understands that, I hope. And phrankly, I wouldn´t have the energy to solve anything with him now. The diploma work is really starting to stress me. I´ve had to put my own problems aside... All the grief work that is still undone. If I don´t do that, I will not graduate on time. I don´t even want to think of the tiredness etc. that comes after graduation...

I watched the Finland-Russia hockey game with my dad. When I lived with my parents me and dad used to watch the games together. That was "our thing". We haven´t done that in years... I had missed that. It was really nice. I think I´ll go watch Finland take gold at my parents. :)

The diploma work and work practise are the only things I´ve got in my life right now. I hate it. I don´t have time to see my friends..what friends.. I don´t have time nor the energy to exercise as much as I´d like to. Not to mention not having time to read your blogs. ;)