I´ve got no interest for job hunting. All I want right now is to get this unfinished business over with. In fact, I think it wouldn´t be such a bad idea to keep a little break after school´s over. If it´s over, you never know...the finals can be a bitch. :) I´m so tired that all I could do is sleep, sleep and sleep. But I haven´t got time. I´m nearly pushed over the edge, I don´t know how long I can take this. Probably exactly the second everything is 100% sure...somewhere at the end of May. I thought it was too easy to be true. Studying. Now that I´ve got 2 months left, it´s harder than it´s been these 3 years together.

H went to his parents for the weekend. It´s good to be home alone, get the whole place for myself. I can´t enjoy it much tho, I´ve still got 3 papers (8-12 each) to write in 4 weeks. Don´t ask how I´m gonna do it but I will. I got that damn philosophy done last night and sent it to my teacher right away. I just totally hated it. I´ve got 2 days of work practise left and 6 days off before school begins again. I´ve waited for that day when the work practise ends so bad. I´ve counted the seconds, it´s never been this hard. Today at work made me miss grandma. It all just came back, seeing the people that treated her...the machines...everything. All I could do was hide and cry. It gets better every day. Days go by that I don´t even think of her much, that´s a big step.

I haven´t had much to say lately, eh...