Saturday, April 02, 2005

When I finish my school work, I´m gonna have work on my template... Might just change it because I have no idea how I can fix this profile thing. Any ideas?
Feeling much better now. I can eat. But I´m just not in the mood for ANY kind of food. Hmm. I went to work yesterday and the teached was supposed to come there. She called about half an hour before the meeting and said she couldn´t come.
Don´t you just hate it when sometimes you tend to bring out only the worst in you? That is how I feel at the moment. And about this whole situation with H. I´m so tired of this. In these past few weeks I have realised that I need more time for MYSELF. I´m losing myself. Where has my life gone? I looked at old pics the other day... that were taken about 4 or 3 years ago. I look so much different now.. more unhappy and tired...just sad...*sighs* Go with the flow. Yeah. It´s like this isn´t even my life anymore, it´s someone else´s and I´m just a by stander. I´m choking. This is not the way I want to live my life. The question is... What needs to be changed?

1 Comments:

At 02 April, 2005 22:10, Blogger kimmyk said...

It's funny how one day we're like 28 and the next day-we're 38. (or for me at least) Someone asked me how old I was-I told 'em 35. I'm not-I don't know where the last few years have gone either-and I'm not in the place I wanted to be. We should all take times for ourselves...make it a priority. I'll start today with a long hot bath--thanks for the motivation!

 

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