It always amazes me how much joy children bring. I´ve been really tired today, haven´t done anything. The weekend was exhausting. I had forgotten my cousins were coming to stay over night. They had forgotten too... And the door bell rang at 10.30pm. "Hi M, it´s Maria. The kids are here." Errr? "How in earth did I forget?" Grinning and laughing at Maria. Oh joy.

The funeral was last Saturday. Very beautiful. I don´t have the energy to write about it now, later... I still don´t understand that she´s really gone...

Thank you all for your kind words. They´ve helped me a lot.