I wouldn´t mind if someone puffed a little storm here... The weather´s been so pressuring for days now. Ugh. It´s so hot inside the house but it gets a little easier outside, in the wind. We went out cycling today, to the beach. H bought a new bicycle today...looks nice. But that still doesn´t change the fact that we´re broke. He needed that bicycle tho. Not having a car that´s the only way he can get to work, summer and winter.
It feels like I can´t enjoy the summer knowing how much school work I still have to do before next semester. Hmm. I´ve got 6 weeks left. I wish I´d be able to, but knowing that I HAVE to get those papers done... Oh well. If I just did them all now, this week, I´d have a few weeks before school begins.
I saw the man who beat up my dad today at the super market. God, he makes me sick. I´m not scared of him, not even close. He is just pathetic, a sad old man who needs help but who seems to be the only one not realising it. I used to say hello to him when I saw him. Now I won´t even bother. Why should I? I have nothing of importance to say to him. Actually, that is not true. I have lots to say, but I know I wouldn´t say anything my mother wouldn´t have said already. My dad´s put it behind him, why should I continue? He´s not worth it.
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Right, he's not worth it. Though I get the feeling you have a lot of frustrations, thoughts, words, etc, you still want to spill, right?
My dad always used to say that if I was frustrated over something I should try tearing something up. (something without value, of course!) So he gave me an old phonebook, which I didn't manage to tear into two. But a bunch of old newspapers I managed to tear up! Man, did that feel great! You should try it too!
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