There´s something wrong with my baby. Let´s call her Stinky from now on. I call her that, in finnish of course, she hates/loves it. Hehehe. Last Monday in Spain she saw an unconscious young boy lying on the street after he had been hit by a car. There were police men and ambulances. They saw it from the bus. She told me about it, how mom didn´t let her watch etc. She told me she had nausea the next morning but was ok then. I didn´t think it was this bad...

Apparently she has some kind of a stress reaction. Mom said she had started talking weird, about everyone being dead etc, she has nausea... They took her to the doctor. They made some bloodtests and said it´s some kind of a stress reaction to what she´s been seeing in these past two weeks. Mom said she´s been lonely there, no friends. The doctor had given her tranquilizers when I called them earlier today and Stinky was sleeping. They are on their way home at the moment, I haven´t talked to them since. But Sara had called them and dad said they are going get Stinky´s head checked tomorrow. Don´t know if they´re going to do MRI or what... I don´t even know WHY....?? All I want is her to get better.

I´m so nervous. They are on the plane now, coming back to Finland. Stinky and mom are taking the plane here also and dad is going to drive the car from Helsinki..."only" 10 hours drive. I´m supposed to pick them up from the airport at 7:30am. I can´t sleep. I´m weepy. I can´t wait to hold her tight...