As much as I love my dad, I just can´t stand him sometimes. My sister snaps her fingers and he does what she wants. When I´m not informed about this deal, and make my own plans, I get yelled at. For god´s sake, grow up!

Today we borrowed dad´s car because we had so much stuff to carry from the shop. I told dad we will give him the car back around noon. "Fine, your sister has an appoitment to a dentist at 1pm but she can go by bicycle.." he said. I agreed, it´s only a few kilometers. Surprise surprise, Sara called me at 12:30pm, whining with a husky voice as she had just woken up. "Have you got the car? I´m SO not going by bike." So? The sky is clear and it´s not even cold. I was just at the grocery shop, getting stuff for the evening. I told Sara I was going to come there before 1pm. End of discussion. No wait, the phone rings again. This time, it´s dad. Shouting at me how I hung up the phone on Sara. Ohhh please... When he and Sara argue, it usually turns out to be my fault. I really have no idea how they do it but it´s true. I told him I didn´t have to listen to his accuses. Honestly, I don´t know where it all came from. What did I do wrong? Well, as I figured from the first phone call, I had to take Sara to the dentist. Dad was also there waiting for me. God, I just don´t get him sometimes. *sighs* Am I overreacting? I mean, this only proves that it´s about time to cut the umbilical cord. Heh. I´m just so tired of being dragged into everything that happens in that house... I wish I was more independant. Hmm. Riiiight.

Just because Sara has to get her way, it´s time for me to step aside. And all over a fucking car. I´m done with this. Pfft. Sara is such a little princess, the center of the whole world. This is just what grandma talked about when I visited her at the hospital this morning... Sara makes the rules, parents nag and do what she says.

I promised mom I´d bake something for Sara´s birthday before my friends come here later today. I haven´t had time to bake earlier so I´m doing it now. I forgot to buy more eggs. Dammit. Better start going then...